Tibetan bowl swinging in the air
I close my eyes and let my mind and body to receive whatever the universe gift to me
I fall into peaceful state of mind
I marked every details of faces, smiles,sounds, conversations and spaces that comes to vision
I flows into the rythm
..and my body shaking
He touch my forehead, making a circle massage on my third eye, i can feel a warm energy flowing into my skin. I received it as a blessing, i let my pores open and the nerves brings the joy into the whole body.
I smile while my eyes clossed.
..and my body shaking again
He rub my hair, slow and smoothly. I dont reject. I celebrates every second of the warm feeling. I can hear the music flows in the air, i follow into the light.
...and my body shaking again and again
His hand warming up every inch of my hair, then my tears drops while my eyes still closed.
Every touch he made reminds me to the warm feeling of being compassionate.
'What's your name?' he ask.
I tried to answer but my mind can't reach my body. The more i tried the more my body shakin
He keep rubbing my hair, even longer and smooth, even more my tears melted into my cheek.
'Come back slowly' He said.
'Take a long and deep breath,slowly' He continue.
I follow his voice, i take a long and deep breathes, the air come along with the mind go thru the whole body. I can feel my hand, my leg, my eyelid, i shake my finger and feel it real.
I open my eyes and saw him sit next to me, i tried to recognize him in the darkness.
'Whats your name?' he ask again
'I..n..n..a' i recall my name
'Ok, inna. Take a deep breath and retake your energy.' He speak in a gentle voice.
I noted.
Inhale and exhale, i try to be aware to my body while my mind tryin to remember when was the last time i feel the warmth, safe, worth and compassionated.
I've just realized that i did'nt receive all those pretty things for so long.
I look surounding me and shocked, nobody in the room but me and him. Everybody leavin, the nite so lame and shy. I can not hide my expression.
'Its okay, takes your time.' He said
I can't. I get up and packing my stuff.
I ask few questions before i leave and he listening and answering me affectionated. He gave me his name card in case i need a private session.
I check my watch and shocked, its 10.15am. The class finished at 9am. I feel blessed to know that he sat next to me for hours. I thankful to have him as my guru.
I ride with warm heart. Full moon shining and guide me home.
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