get lost

i get lost
i dont know where i'am now
i dont know who i'am now
i get lost
i want to go somewhere,
...where nobody can count on me
...where my phone won't ring
...where people might think that i'm stupid

where no one think that i'm strong
...where i can be an ordinary girl
...where no one would ask for my advice
...where people might think that i'm worthless enough

i care too much about people but careless to my self
i look after for others but neglected myself
i did not recognized where i'm belong but here for others

i love the banana tree but i want more for real
i love the moon but i need more for real
i love the frog's lullaby but i deserved more than that
and they wants me to be happy for sure

this is my path, i choose, i pay for whatever it risk
and the consequence is sitting once a week in candle light crying all alone
oh, i'm so fucking lonely...